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Sunday, July 02, 2006
The TruthHahas... i also dont noe y i still dont wan to slzzp... U all surely cant guess wat i had juz did... i actually did a search for the word 'wileenfc' on Yahoo!! *laughs* Two of the results tt appeared were the achieves i had in my blog... They were the memories i had in CAAS... i noe i m smiling while reading and looking at the pics... i tink tt was the most happliest time i ever had since i started studying in poly... No stress, no competition, no juvenile pple, no restrictions... i feel a sense of freedom when i was w the Animal Farm... Everybody is free to speak how they feel towards somebody, even in front of tt person... Nobody will take it to heart and we still continue to move as a grp... We joked and laughed like maddies... AND NOW??!! i feel like i m suffering in silence... WTH!! i had nv tried to control my expressions and actions till this extent tt pple onli get to know it after i speak out... Knowing tt kind of reactions or replies i will get, i m trying to avoid and avoid and avoid and avoid and avoid... i tink i m reaching the max tt i can tolerate already... Wat shld i do?? Sometimes i REALI REALI prefer myself to be unsociable... Past experiences had taught me tt being truthful will also get negative results... I SHOW EVERYTHING ON MY FACE while others still continue act friendly and be kind to u EVEN IF THEY DONT LIKE U... In the end, u tell the whole world u noe tt I M THE BAD PERSON and u HATE me... WTH!! Mum had been advising me to change my attitude everytime when i complained to her... BUT it's easier to say than to reali do it... Most imptly, i dont, i cant and i will NEVER act in front of the person i dislike... i can tell everybody here tt i had nv dislike a person because of his/her looks be4... Almost all the incidents i had encountered, we all started as frens... The fren-ship got worst because of the things tt these selfish pple did to annoy, irritate me or being extremely unfair to others... In this difficult times, luckily, i had a grp of wonderful frens who stand by me and help me, some are even suffering w me... Dajie, Kaki, Sok Fang, Nadya, Suet Ming, Wei Min, Yanling etc... A BIG THANKZ TO U ALL!! 04:22 > こずえ |
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